distancei sit here in my small shadowed room watching mine and his convisation flash i click on it i see his face i see mine together that's how i wish it was just me and him alone forever of course maybe it will happen but somewhere in me i know it will not i could wish and hope,but know it will proablly never come true but that's the problem with me i never think positive maybe because if i think positive all the time i will get my heart broken or hurt well maybe this time i will think positive it might get me somewhere hopefully that somewhere is with him
he invited me out to watch a movie as i read it on the screen my body burst with glee i was so happy maybe a relationship will build between me and him but there might be a posible chance he will change his mind and forget about going out with me and see there again i think negative thats a poblem i will have to change so me and him could be together...
days after all i think about is what it will be like going on my first date with him will it go well will it end in tears all i have to do is be myself but do i really know who myself is i probally should but i have no idea maybe this date will bring us closer well thats what im hopeing <-- well of course thats what i'm hopeing Duh ..
well i will be writing more after the date you will find out if it ends will tears or maybee the best thing thats ever happened to me so far in my life .. Byee \"distance\"